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Name: Chris
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Cincinnati
Birthday: 4/17/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: worshiping, loving, eating, freeing, giving, living, serving, changing, reading, and i enjoy a good romp in the forrest
Expertise: singing, guitaring, pianaing, juggling, acting, improving, and wilderness survival
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  deadbug321
Member Since:
2/27/2005
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| its not you, its me. i just want something more, something better. well, i guess on second thought, it is you!
after some 1300 days on xanga, i am officially leaving to join wordpess at http://chrissmyth.wordpress.com/
i will not be returning to xanga, unless my relationship with wordpress does not work out.
goodbye... | | |
| if anyone needs me. ill be in india.
write my mom at clsmyth@cinci.rr.com if you arent on the mailing list and would like to be.
see you round august 16th. | | |
| ive traded naked and unashamed
for a better place to hide | | |
| i am so happy i get to go to kolkata. if i stayed here, i could get into some theater things, which i love to do tv oppurtunities, improv, great fun. but instead i get to set up a framework of looking into the eyes of Jesus. something i have not done in a very long time.
if i were allowed to go into television right now, it would be fun, but all this spiritual lethargy would just continue until i breakdown.
so right now, im trying to pray, for God to save me from myself, and i have no idea how he will do that, which is actually quite helpful.
either way, in a few days i should be leavin on that jet plane. i dont know what is ahead, and that is also quite helpful, cause what is right now, isnt. | | |
| i realized this morning that its okay that i dont like the church. its okay that i find it boring and sometimes trivial, not because it is okay for it to be like that, but because the people i wanna be with, the people i want to reach out to, they find church to be the same thing.
so maybe in a search for real religion, like what james was talkin about, ill find the ones who are bored with church, and we wont concern ourselves with meeting, so much as being the hands and feet. i cant wait to go to india, and find a new religion. a real one. | | |
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